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The girl:
After that black day that Judy was dead in a car accident, he cried for whole day. He was
desperate and hopeless. He couldn’t do any thing. He wants to be dead. Life for him was
finished. Everywhere he was looking there was Judy there. He was seeing her, which was talking
to him about the date of marriage. Who should be invite and how many people there are. She
was saying to him: “don’t worry, we will arrange some how. I know that is the first time for both of
us and we don’t have an experience. But next time shouldn’t be so hard and laughing to John”
Now from all those wishes remains only some memory. She is gone and he is a living dead.
John was in such step of desperation that for two day he didn’t eat any thing, he close him self in
his room, he did not wanted to see any one. Every thing was remembering Judy for him. He wants
to kill him self.
He look out of the window, he saw the old man, which was playing with some flowers. John
opened the window and asks him what he is doing there? He said that he has to talk to him. John
came down and opened the door for him. Old man entered and made a fast looking around.
John with very sad voice told him: what reason can I have for living now. I wish I never was born.
Some times I ask what is the reason of this life? I don’t know I want to die.
Old man looked at him with very sharp eyes and Started to talk without any hesitate:
-One of the biggest faults of any humankind is to kill himself, or others, because for putting him in
this universe the life did a lot, it is not easy also for life with all of his power. So if some person or
better to say some universe destroy himself so easy and without fighting this universe till the last
possibility, it is a big loose for life and it is like helping this universe or is better to say that he is
helping the dead power against life.
-I accept what ever you say. But also you should understand my situation and my Paine. You
should put your self in my place. I am not you. You are another kind. I am human being and as
you said we make a thousand mistakes. So if I do the last one, I don’t think which such a big deal
is.
-I don’t know. These things are over than my possibility to decide or to do. About these things I
cannot say any thing. This can be only your decision. So don’t ask me what to do. I told you how
is the story and how is the game in this universe. But certain decision is completely yours. Like
any other Gods which existing in this common universe.
-You know I cannot live. I don’t have any interest any more. Without her I am lost. I am nothing.
-If you feel in that way it means that you did find your missing parts. She was you real love in this
universe and unfortunately the game that this universe plays it, took her away from you. But you
shouldn’t give up because this is the exactly what this universe wants. Don’t give up and make
your life better and more effective. Some day we all lose our loves, sooner or later. We come
back and we start to look for it again. This is the big game of the life that all of us should
participate. Judy is not here any more but you should remember that it doesn’t means that she
doesn’t exist any more. In this universe you lost her but in millions and millions of others, she is
living. If she did really loved you she is going to come back in this universe as soon as possible.
May be she is here now, somewhere in this world. That is all meaning of infinity which we talked
about it. If you start thinking to this universe with this concept, every thing is different. We have to
change our point of view in this universe of material. Long time a go was not the right time to
speak about these things with your species. But now you and your world have been arrived to a
certain level that can accept these meaning and apply it in his daily life. Now your generation has
to start the new way of living and thinking. Old world was seeing every thing as a segment. Life
and dead, science and mathematics, every thing was a segment of some thing. They thought
that “you are living “this is a segment and then “he is dead” is another segment. They couldn’t
see that life and dead do both exist in one person at the same time. They couldn’t imagine that
you exist in infinite universes. Now you have to see the world by this concept. You will get from
this universe of material as much as you need, because you are infinite. These materials are not
your value. You don’t need them to accumulate in your house. You help every body, because
you know helping them is exactly means helping your self. No one is ugly. No one will suffer of his
body; he knows that this is only an instrument. No one gets hurt because of his race. We are all
potential God. We are all the same. No one will suffer like a slave, working for others; we are all
with the same power. The material, which you have, means nothing, what you do with your life is
important. No one kills others for having any kind of material. They know that all materials of this
universe are only for using them to survive and to reach where we want to reach. Dieing means
not being in this universe any more and for a short time. It is not the end. It means that now you
are playing in other universes. You are may be in parallel universes so close to the person that
they cannot even imagine. You are going to be for always in existence. You have an infinite
existence. One day you are going to be God of your universe. That is where we want to reach,
when every universe has his God. Then we will start the next step. We will be some thing that
now there is no word for it. No one can imagine even the name of it. That is when we get close to
the God of Gods. This is our original goal. This is where we want to arrive.
John was thinking deeply about what the old man was saying.
-Asked him: so if it is like this, may be now she is here, back again in this universe.
-It is possible, I cannot say it for sure, I don’t know.
-So she can have four months now, is it true?
-It is possible.
-Ho Judy, I cannot wait so long. Now she has only four months. I am still in time.
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Ok this is the street, which she got to go to her friend. John was thinking: may be all of them were
my fault. If I was talking more, if I could tell her exactly how I was feeling, may be…it was endless.
He couldn’t arrive in his head to any answer. It was useless. Now he couldn’t change any thing.
The pass is passed. I loved her more than my life. Now she is gone. This raff feeling less
universe of material took her away. But I have the power of love. I will find my love again. I will
look for her in any possible universes. I will look for her in all existing worlds. I will destroy this
universe if is necessary. She is my love and I will find her.
He was thinking and driving.
Ok that is it. This is the tree where she had her accident. This is the one who killed her.
He pushes the gas to the end. His velocity was so high.
Ok Judy I am coming.
There was a Big tree, which was waiting for him. Then he felt the darkness allover.
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She is a very beautiful child. This is a hospital in kenia, small village. They are a poor family,
which are going to have the forth child. She is very nice black and healthy.
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Now she has to look for her parts, which is missing in her.
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The life played his game again.
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This is the original question: why you are here? If you can answer this, you are in your absolute
power regarding of this universe.
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