Why writing a book
The reason for doing this was only to do a small good thing. My life is full of up and
down like a small boat in big agitated sea. I remember when I was little boy, I was
always unsatisfied with any explanation which I was giving. I had to start from zero
point in my head. I start to learn from the most left ideology to the rightest one. Each
time after several years of my life, I was at the beginning. There were many question
with out any answer in each of these ideologies. Then not finding the answer caused
me loosing and paying the price of several years of my life, I was lost, here and there.
I couldn't find any light in that big cold and dark existence. I couldn't find any thing
that could cover at least some important part of my darks points in my mind. As soon
as I wanted to believe in some thing , it was time to change it, it was wrong!!! I
couldn't find any stabilities in any concept of our lives. As they say it: I didn't have a
reference point to move any where. The main point was exactly the one that it was in
front of me, but I was looking for him in other part of existence. It was changing, that
was the exact dominant power over all universe. I was trying to find the stabilities
where it is impossible to have it. Then I learned some thing that I knew it at the
beginning. It was so simple to be serious for me. But the reality is much more
stronger than my well. I had to accepted, then I start to believe in it and so:
THE ONLY THING THAT DOES NOT CHANGE IN THIS UNIVERSE IS, CHANGING.
SO i HAD TO START AGAIN FROM ZERO POINT.
I had to clean my head from all those things that i put my life to learn them. This time
was different, I had to learn some new thing while I was trying to destroy the old thing.
For each segment of an idea, I had to prove why it is mistake, those answer which I
had to find were those things that I had to learn. Actually was an interactive game of
life.
After many years I start to see very weak and far away light, I am trying to reach it as
fast as I can. I know so little about it that and it seems so far away that some time
makes me stop . Then he is very strong, makes me run again, where I don't know yet.
But I know this little:
We know that each of us is a unique element is this universe. Each of us has his
certain experience that can be completely is different than others.
But normally, how the society is going each day, it is harder and harder for us to think
about these things. We don't have time to think about how much time we have, and
we are involved in many daily things that they don't leave us too much chooses. We
don't find time to do many things that help us in first place and can be useful for
others too.
The fact is we have so limited amount of time, we all know it but we want to forget
about it. Life never wants us to do so, it is our faults.
We are not here to burn our limited time in this way as we are doing it. Many things
are necessary for our survival, and we have to do them. But we can do them in much
better ways with much higher results.
There are many and many more simple and intelligent ways exist to do these things.
For our survival we should create as much as possible only the good things, those
which life is in it. Every single good feeling, simple kindness makes a huge
differences between bad and good.
These good conditions are what we can create them without any extra forces. We
have to do good things in order to accumulate them as much as possible. They will
help us in hard days. Any good things that we do, creative, love, kindness,
construction, making a story, cleaning a dirty room,....Are things which will be
accumulated.
They make it heaver the balance in good part. When ever the quantities of these
accumulated good power are strong enough, they will become a material object that
help us in our ways. I wrote a simple book in this direction.
To add very small amount of good in this universe. Hoping that many of you who are
doing these good things for millions of years, will accept this small.
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